I hate the feeling of looking forward of something and getting your hopes lost in the end. Do I lay back and hide or do something that I truly aspire of being? I don’t want to speak out. I don’t want to show up. I don’t want any conflict or drama. I say I was gonna lay low but look how far I made it in. There is only so much I can do, and the rest I can simply leave to God. Let’s see what will happen.
Sometimes I feel too boring, too quiet, too sweet. I don’t have a problem with it and I don’t care what people say. I can be spontaneous, loud, and pissed whenever I want but I can’t help but feel invisible to the world no matter what I do.